Debbie Chen Williams
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似乎只要講到英國種族歧視,日子馬上就會不平靜,馬上就會被台灣人攻擊,敵暗我明,很痛苦,算我怕了.
You should not withdraw because of those immature and young idiots. They lack abilities and experience in many ways. You should not get so much upset and let those people who are attacking you with nasty behaviour. Do not let people get to you. They are just human beings.
今天突然接到一些繁體中文寫的充滿人身攻擊甚至帶病毒的"怪信" 或一長串根本不把你當人看的 "熱烈討論",我估計是因為和最近的倫敦爆炸案所挑起的一連串事件有關. 我的 "反種族歧視" 似乎又被台灣人想起??? why???? 感覺真是有點莫名其妙,而且很痛苦.
Some people are struggling in their study and life in the UK. They did not know where to scream and cry out for their anger and frustration. So they decided to pick on you. Because they thought you are just a writer and you won’t be in Hello UK to discuss with us. They did not know what they were talking about. They only talked about they knew/ know from their parents and what they have studied and from those people who have manipulated them and given them brainwashing. I am sure you would feel very ridiculous. I also know you are suffering and feeling very painful because those young people/students have no idea how ignorant they are.
我不敢惹台灣人,也請親朋好友或任何讀者別綁架我,別老是拿我當擋箭牌. 你若有什麼意見,應該用你自己的話去講去戰鬥,不要用我當擋箭牌,替你表達意見,卻也替你承受這些可恨至極的傷害抹黑或攻擊.
Please do not say that you dare not to upset Taiwanese. Being a Taiwanese I felt so shamed about my people who would attack our own people when they got hurt from other culture and in the foreign country. They did not where to get enough support and how to see things not so narrow-minded. They have got they own words to fight yet. They are lacking the abilities to understand other people’s culture and know how to make a positive difference. I am afraid that they had not use you as their shield to get a little break. They even wish you would make a change when you were here seven and 8 years ago. So they do not need to come here suffer again and again. If you could understand them somehow, you would know they are still feeling hurt and helpless.
一些人,如果他無能也無意願做個正直的人,根本無意願做什麼討論,你何必去牽扯這樣一些旨在傷害他人卻根本無從知道身份的匿名人士? 何必給我惹來這種痛苦? 讀者們是認為我的報應還不夠多嗎?
I would not dare and have no right to speak for those people who were hurting you and attacking you without any self-respect. Their incompetence is not their fault. It is our education in Taiwan failed them and the family education failed them. They did not know other way to behave. If you could understand they are bleeding just like you and me. You would like to help them to heal their wounds
這親系譜是個祕密基地,除了兩位親人外,從不曾跟任何人主動提起,當然我也不會在乎被人知道. 問題是,覺得它值得存在的人,如果你真的覺得它值得存在,那就請謹慎一點,別糟蹋它,不要有意無意製造一種足以讓台灣人"興奮" 的感覺或 "話題",不要把它扯入台灣人特有的 "討論" 方式中,不要讓我飽受各種荒謬而且難以轉述的陰暗折磨和痛苦.
寫作是一種孤獨,像自言自語一樣,別讓我更感孤獨.
Are you alone? Are you feeling alone? I am sure many geniuses feel the same way as you do. They thought no one could understand their world. Those geniuses they did not know how to communicate with other people, it is not because they did not have ability to communicate, it’s because normally people would have the same language to communicate.
我相信理想都必須付出代價,但我這麼老了,各種私人災難已夠折磨,因 "公" 而來的折磨也沒有比任何仁人志士更少過,實在不想再承受那些如鬼魅般在陰暗處活動的正人君子們之糟蹋.
I think you are too kind for calling those indecent people ‘gentlemen’. I would not do that, I would call them as losers. They choose to be losers and think like losers and behave like losers. They lost themselves in every single battle. It is their loss. Please do no think you are getting old. Sharing your experience, wisdom and knowledge and passing them on to those people who can be educated. It is the spirit of education and attitude. Don’t you agree?
我不知道到底我又說錯了什麼???? 到底又發生了什麼事??? 總之,給我一點平靜吧;不要讓我僅剩的一點言論空間都難以存在. 不要轉貼或轉告或轉寄我寫的東西!已經貼的,能取下就取下,我並不禁止那些事,我也常轉貼別人的文章,但你得會看對象,不要綁架我跟各方匿名小人對抗,那只是給我製造更多毫無意義的傷害和痛苦而已.
台灣不是一個可以講道理的地方,它流行的只是選舉和鬥爭,何必轉寄轉貼或大量引用,何必糟蹋我這樣一個人?
I admit that most Taiwanese behave like very emotional and insensible and irrational. But they are also passionate and sentimental.
我們應該毫不忌憚地得罪君子,但千萬不要惹小人,那樣一種報應是很窩囊很沒有意義的.
我不知道該把這些話寫給誰看,但這麼多年了,當發生某些陰暗之事的時候,我就能知道大概我又惹了什麼人的注目.
I am very honoured to read some of your work, especially this one. If you are the one I think you are. I am very glad to have a gentle discussion sometimes, if you do not mind.
安靜愉快地講些話寫些東西討論些事情不是很好嗎? 不要扯入台灣人的 "討論" 之中. 台灣社會中了選舉毒,人們無能討論,只會鬥爭鬥臭,而且是躲在陰暗處,有些人甚至可以持續不懈地用同一個帳號寄病毒寄一兩年,真不可思議.
總之,給我一點清靜吧.我只是一個喜歡讀書的人,不是一個選舉鬥士,不管出於好意或惡意,請別替本站宣傳,別轉寄文章,除非你知道對方是誰,並且相信對方的人品.
I have posted the letters between my friends and me on Hello UK, the topic is about “ My life in the UK” in 交換日記 forum ( http://www.hellouk.org/forum/index.php?showtopic=76433 ) . If you would not be happy with me to post this one, I will not do so. But sometimes I think and believe those ignorant people deserve to have a second chance or third chance or some more of chances. That is education purpose.
陳真 2005. 8. 1.
Debbie Chen Williams
2nd August 05
gracegardenkimo@yahoo.com.tw
